why?

why is it that things which we try to get out of always stays for the longest within..why is it hard to find people who could understand the complexities involved in your thought process..why is it that people to whom we could confide everything often far away from us..Why is there expectations on someone to understand despite knowing they will hardly..why is some situations have no choices left..why is that when something has multiple meanings people tend to chose the most wrong one..why is life ironic..

3 resolutions for month

• Not to mess up my room
• To spend some me time daily
• Cook by self and eat food

wish list

I was just inspired to write it after wondering things i always dream of

1) To cook good and edible stuff - easier way to get appreciated :P

2) To go on air diving,mountain climbing - exicting one!

3) To have matching accessories for all my clothes :)

4) To drive all alone  for long distance in rain .

5) Go on world tour starting with venice - such a romantic place :)

6) To own a factory that produces pastries,ice-creams,chocolates indefinitely :P

7) To do stupid and craziest things without being caught - just for fun :)

8) Gift to sleep the moment i wish to - the most important :P

9) To start business of my own :)

10) To see horror film without closing eyes alone !!!

11)To curl my hair more - with the rings falling on shoulder :)

12)To get one set hassle brown and light blue lens !

13)To publish my own book - atleast a good seller :)

14) To have a candle light dinner - ofcourse with someone special :)

night walk @ omaxe

The place where i stay  is a colony sort of which is hardly 2 kilometres from my work place.From top of my terrace i could see the entire plant view .In the night the lights glittering around is an awesome scene with tall stacks and chimneys surrounded by mountains.In our colony there are around 500 houses and entire complex is well bounded by 5 feet wall and car parking around the boundary. The whole place in between the apartments is covered with grasses, flowers of different kinds, small fountains , parks and benches to rest by.There is a track around along the run of the wall.
After the night meal i use to take a walk round the colony in the track.There comes a place near Tb 7 (i guess ) the water treatment plant where the sound of it makes me feel that “every thing has same purpose to do”. As few steps further in the corner is the place that remains so calm inspite of all the meddling  and it makes me feel the silence of night and dark.The cold air dashing through gives the feel of freshness to wipe off all the confusions puzzling round the mind.The sound of the insects alerting the place.Above all the dark sky with no stars glittering trying to say something ( feel of missing the loved ones).I love walking in night .