Silence

I wanted to blog about this long back, but remained silent all this time for unexplained reasons.I have heard many of my friends commenting that i appeared silent on the first meeting and a bit of silence keeps continuing all the way even now. The usual perceptions for silence are

You know everything so you keep shut

You know nothing so you keep shut

I would stand away from the above two.

The silence i mean is the unnecessary breaking of it. I have often witnessed this in my life.When i remain silent during exceptional conversations,arguemements,fights the other think i am ignorant and unaware of the things he/she explaining to me, it is just that

I don't care the damn about the matter / person.

It is the respect and my love for that person not the matter.

It doesn't mean i give up for all matters, no matter if others think so. Many a times it is better not to open the mouth and reveal to the world that you are just a fool like them! It avoids unhealthy reg all subjects concerned to me. I enjoy my silence .The I,ME,MYSELF that exists now is true and i am not sure of the future!

P.S : Applicable only when i am silent not in other states! :-)

Why am i so WANTED ?

Evening 6'o clock, planned for a walk from room to park.On my way i saw an ice cream parlour and instantly  my taste buds deliberately felt the creamy chocolate,and i WANTED to have one but i had already had 3 in last 7 days, so i crossed it and reached the park. I saw the tots playing enthusiastically it started arousing the feel to play and even i WANTED but they were eagerly waiting for their next chance. Then on the way i saw a man selling balloons, i WANTED a blue one but something stopped from buying. Then i returned back to room and saw one of my friends seeing a movie, even i WANTED to then joined her. I dunno why am i so WANTED :P

A thing of beauty is :-) forever

The very meaning of beauty is not only seeing but also feeling the same from within.It is the immense pleasure that is self experienced / shared with others.After 6 long years, i planned to meet an old friend of mine and informed to her in the morning and she invited for lunch and i agreed :-). 18 odd years has not changed anything in our friendship. I still can remember those days as kids when we both use to share the same auto rickshaw for school. She lived a street away from my home. The ironed uniform with pinned kerchief,two tiny pony's, slate in bag, polished shoes,snacks box- LOVELY things .Once we both had a dispute and ended with slate fighting, and did not talk for 2 days( that is called "unpechu ka"). It was settled through talks by her mom. It is just an incident but beautiful to be remembered forever.We had a nice time together and i was so happieeee. Shared moments with loved ones will definitely live with us forever. I just wanted this day to be remembered :-)